"I’m sorry I gave you everything I had without making sure you wanted it."

Heavy (#418: April 21, 2014)

(Source: write2014, via you-me-at-hayleigh)

The day before I leave to go on a holiday I’ve waited months for and I’ve had to make the decision whether to go or not. Never ever thought this would ever happen, decided I will go but it won’t be anything like the holiday I imagined as I am on so many different medications and can’t do much at all. I’ll just be glad of the change of scenery and company. I never thought something like this would happen to me 😔

Haven’t felt this scared and horrible ever in my life, fuck sake just want to curl up into a ball and hide forever